Turns out I'm not getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow after all, what a mess, my mom and I figured out my insurance actually doesn't cover the procedure in Indiana.. I don't really understand. I understand insurance about as well as I understand all the crap we talk about in my business journalism class. Why did I do that to myself? Poor choice for the last semester of my senior year.

Now I have to be productive this weekend as opposed to lying around on the couch half there from all the crazy drugs I'd be on if I had my wisdom teeth removed. Ho hum, a sailor's bum.

Lately I've been feeling like I really want to be done with college and start the rest of my life, but I don't want to leave all my friends. I think I'm just frustrated because I don't have a car and I'm not really involved in anything this semester. I'm just a bum who is taking 18 credit hours and is always trying to avoid her homework. I'm just a little bit confused about life that's all, and I think by leaving Bloomington I'll be able to gain some clarity. Of course it's possible I wont and then I don't know where I'll be.

I hear two French girls speaking French (go figure) and I really wanted to be like "Are you from France?!" But then I realized how weird that would make me sound, and I don't know how the conversation would go on from there. I just thought that was cool, I never hear people around campus speaking French, of course now that I'm back from Paris I hear it everywhere. It's haunting me. It's saying Bonnie- I'll always be hanging around here in an obscure part of your brain, and I'm like get the hell out if you're not going to be useful, I could use that space for more important things like trying to figure out what the hell we're talking about in my business journalism class.

So I realized I need to be vegetarian before I jump to veganism. I wish I had thought of that before I tried to go straight for it, oh well you live you learn. At least now I have antibiotic for my infection around my wisdom tooth now. It still hurts when I chew, but what am I gonna do? I'm getting all my wisdom teeth out soon! Then no more tooth problems, woo! Too bad I can't eat or drink anything before the surgery...